..in my silence, i am proud.
Being the eldest of the family takes a great responsibility to our sibs for some people..not for me. It’s not a big deal after all. I think its because we still have our parents that supports us..and lucky us! =) But being in one corner doesn’t mean I dont care about them any more despite of some family issues. (oh well….).
I do care for them, sometimes!, like buying them their stuffs, treat them out for a bottle of beer or even pig-out! There are also times when I am really pissed of with them especially when they raid my room and get things with out permission (hmmm…).
But being silent in my nook, i am proud to have them though. I may not show them that I am, but, I am! =) Like my two bros into arts–uhmmm–theater, films and production. Oh boy! They just got it from mom! (yeah, it runs from the blood, ‘dyu know?) They even won awards for it. See? My sis stops her schooling at UP-Miag.ao as she takes up Public Health and has a job at a call center. (She wants it and I hope she’ll realize though the importance of education.) She has the brains amongst us..and the first time I saw her wearing her white-ies..damn! She looks good at it and i know mom would be very happy to see her…i know, i know.
Its not really a required reponsibility for an eldest to be that supportive as others may think..but I also salute those eldest standing as the bread-winner of their family.
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oh! i hate this.
especially when i have an activity to deploy; and all materials from the head office will arrive last minute? it sucks! totally sucks. i always prepare all materials days before the activity to avoid panic.
especially when there are deadlines and you have to collate all reports and there is one who did not submit his/her…it super suuuper suuuperrr totally sucks!
especially when you’re doing all the best and others do only their "job description".
it sucks! doooper sucks!
9th of july
6.30am. ohh. i woke up late today. geesh! my first plan for this day was ruined. i was planning to attend the 6.00am mass at San Sebastian Cathedral and have breakfast at Jollibee. hmmm…im craving for pancakes kanina.
instead, i prepared and ready myself to take the 7.00am mass na lang.
hmmm..until i had a hitched na lang with our hired jeepney for the house to house activity, timing man kay they passed by the house.
so, in the end, wala na ko kasimba. =)
there’s so many things na naobserve ko this day. especially on my way to la salle for a meeting.
-ohh! grabe ang init today. nami magdala ice everytime mag gwa ko sa office for field work. everyone was using big shades kanina..some were drooping sweat. whoo!
-hmmm…i like low-waist jeans. come to think of this: some gurls bought jeans na low-waist. then everytime manaog sila a jeep or simply sit down, they’re covering their back? ey! tani wala nalang sila nagbakal low waist na jeans!! duh!
-while waiting for pao, the air smells like pee!! OMG! wala na gid ta ya masinghutan nga nami? kainit na daan sang panahon tapos ang masimhutan ta pangsot pa. tsk! tsk! baw man guys, try to find a cr!! indi lang sa kilid. try using mcdonald’s or jollibee’s cr. wala man da cla kapabayad ah. pasalamatan ka pa when you get out. =)
well, the day ended with pizza, calzone and spaghetti. yummy! it was a birthday treat anyway!!
a million thanks to those who remember this wonderful day. thanks for coming along for these years.
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hmmm….i really dont know what to write all about..but one thing for sure, i want to update my blog. i was thinking of some interesting topics but im afraid that some readers (are they?) who were trying hard to read my silly corner may misunderstand my opinion. oh well…but you know what: this blog helped me to stop thinking deep of my lost mother. yes. i have friends that i can talk to but when im alone…the memories of mommy still lingers on. and i hate it not because i dont want to remember it anymore but because i have to move on. i wanted to keep mommy’s memories in my heart not in my mind. thats why i make journals everyday in my laptop. i then suddenly feel im tired of writing down notes and concentrated more on my career (naks! what career am i talking about!!!? geesh!). keep busying myself from work and reponsibilities (that ncludes going to ARCADE!!!!) minimizes my thinking ahout her. and even i have problems, i keep myself busy so i may forget them. and that helps.
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